Lately I’ve been feel rather grouchy about a lot things. Feeling like I should be in a different place in my life, feeling like my career isn’t where I want it to be. Wondering if I’ll ever measure up to the high expectations I have for myself and always seemingly to fall very short of.

I’m always thinking about what I’m missing. What I don’t have. It’s like this idea of ‘you can have it all’ has made me almost always discontent with something. If it’s not my job, it’s my body, or my dating life. I’m always looking for something bigger and better, something, anything else that says – Look! You are beautiful, smart, and successful.

I read something the other day that said when people are presented with too many options instead of welcoming the choices, they freeze up and make no choice. And this got me thinking (of course).

Maybe

I’m letting all the choices get in the way of listening to myself

about what I really want.

I don’t think I know what I want.

Ok that’s not entirely true.

I know somethings…

I just haven’t translated them in tangible “things”.

I hope this isn’t the never-ending story

and that one day soon

 I have things a little more figured out.