Sometimes you leave a place and think: wow, that awesome, I’m glad I went there. When I left Petra I thought: wow, that was awesome, I can’t wait until I come back again. I know I’ll be back in Petra again and hopefully soon. I only was able to see a small section of the city the first time around and next time I’d like to spend a week! The colors of the rocks alone are enough to warrant another visit but since I’m kinda a nerdy, amateur, closeted archaeologist (shhhh!) I hope to spend a lot of time exploring the entire site.
I’ve been going through a weird thing lately. good and bad. And unfortunately despite my desire to put everything out there, I’ve been pretty vague about what’s been going on, and this will hopefully be that last vague posting.
why?
It’s super personal and what I have to say affects more people than just myself. I think sometimes this is a struggle all writers deal with — what’s for you and what will benefit your audience. It feels really awesome for me to put it all out there, tell the world what’s been happening, and yet I realize that somethings shouldn’t be so public. Lessons were learned and maybe one day I will share those…but for now -
They say What happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas…and this will stay with me.
I’m going through a weird moment right now. And moment is the wrong word. More like a weird thing. Except it’s not weird, but it should be weird. And this is making no sense.
It’s amazing how I can have polar opposite feelings at the same time and it feels OK. Everything I’ve felt the past couple weeks has been totally contradictory day to day and instead of fighting it, I’m just going with it.
That battle between the heart and head is a hard one to fight…
…………………..and I’m claiming neutralitydefeat right now. Though, who knows, tomorrow I may pick side. yup, I picked my side.
are you on teamor not?
this just might be the lesson in letting go I’ve desperately needed.
This photo is from my trip to NYC back in July and I’ll be back in NYC in June March…and odds are prolly before then then again for TBEX in June. I’m feeling spontaneous.
This picture is also the inspiration for my header.
this song probably doesn’t make sense for this, but it does for me and that’s all that matters.
and for the record — I give a fuck about oxford commas.
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